I'm pleased to see this. One of the most important lessons that I've learned (and this stems from a break up I was quite upset over) is that there's no point in expecting others to love you until you can learn to appreciate the person you are, and love yourself. That said, there's no reason you shouldn't be on youtube! I have a channel, but I just realized I'm not seen on it much, because I'm the one making the videos. I have a couple technical automotive videos and a couple just for fun silly videos.
http://youtu.be/rJDHEcI4NYoI was thinking I might make a Scratchy channel for this site.